Salam alikom wa rahmat allah wa barakatoooo
Caz every day and every night pass on me in last period ,
I was in a very bad nightmare,
I don’t
know what should I say
or how could I describe it
or how mach was it
I don’t know really how I let myself in it.
Really now,
in this time and in this hour ;
I feel that it is the end of that nightmare ,
and it is the beginning of my new life,
better one with all my hopes ,
with all my dreams,
with all my best feelings,
with my friends who I love..
Really it is the begining of my return to my world,
I know it maybe late or it sure late…
but
I will never give up.
I 'll never leave her ,
I'll never leave rooma live away from real maryam…
Rooma who is most social ,
who is ambtious ,
full with dreams and wises,
who is closser to her god Allah,
who can treat every one how he worth…
Rooma
who was in last night crying from pain
from the hard shock from life…
rooma who
was with a stone heart in last time.
But now…
Rooma is again here with her golden brillent
, pure , beautifull life..
I' ll soon be here
No later ,no in past but it is now.
I promised my self ,every one, all the world
that I' ll be better how much I can
So remember in ur heart
that
one day I said these worlds
Don’t give up about what I want
There is no time for crying
If I good I'll keep on
and
if I'am not I 'll find the way for the good
And I'll never miss it
and if I miss it at the first time
I'll never give up.

To be Closser to perfection
I still in my way with my light
to my end which I wanna to be,
I thanks u my god Allah alot in different ways,
for every thing.
I still looking for my closser to perfection,
In my dark I look for the light which will lead me to my right way,
Up and down in a curve
My great, my glory in my history will come back again.
My dreams always on my eyes
so I'll reach my goals
how far are they
or how difficult to reach it
but I'll reach them.
What should I do when I'm in the half way…
Remind myself that One day all my dreams will be true

I promised myself, I promised the world
In mid night hour,,, waiting for light
To be all my means true
And it will be caz I never give up. :)
That all what I can say now…
I hope u allah to forgive me
and supply me with the power of eman and
don’t let me alone caz
u
always with me.
Thanks allah
Written by rooma
9:41 am
Friday 14/12/2007