Monday 17 December 2007

وللاشــــــواااق عـــــــودة...

salam alikom wa rahmat allah wa barakatooooo




وللاشواااق عودة...


كل شئ يتغير فينااا









كما يتغير كل شئ حولنااا

فلا عجب من اشتيااق النفس لماضيهااا






ماااض كان مليئا بحب الايمااان وشوق الجنان و قوة النفس و علا الروح

لم يعد ماض اشتاااق اليه...


لم اعد اشتاااق اليه


فحســـــــــب

بالمصري ...هموت عليه




نفسي يرجع باكمله ...بس بتغيراات خبرااات...


يلا خيـــــــــــــر

Sunday 16 December 2007

i'll never give up

Salam alikom wa rahmat allah wa barakatoooo





Caz every day and every night pass on me in last period ,


I was in a very bad nightmare,


I don’t


know what should I say


or how could I describe it


or how mach was it


I don’t know really how I let myself in it.





Really now,


in this time and in this hour ;


I feel that it is the end of that nightmare ,


and it is the beginning of my new life,


better one with all my hopes ,


with all my dreams,


with all my best feelings,


with my friends who I love..




Really it is the begining of my return to my world,


I know it maybe late or it sure late…


but


I will never give up.




I 'll never leave her ,


I'll never leave rooma live away from real maryam…




Rooma who is most social ,


who is ambtious ,


full with dreams and wises,


who is closser to her god Allah,


who can treat every one how he worth…




Rooma


who was in last night crying from pain


from the hard shock from life…


rooma who


was with a stone heart in last time.





But now…


Rooma is again here with her golden brillent


, pure , beautifull life..


I' ll soon be here


No later ,no in past but it is now.





I promised my self ,every one, all the world


that I' ll be better how much I can


So remember in ur heart


that


one day I said these worlds




Don’t give up about what I want


There is no time for crying





If I good I'll keep on


and


if I'am not I 'll find the way for the good


And I'll never miss it


and if I miss it at the first time


I'll never give up.


To be Closser to perfection





I still in my way with my light


to my end which I wanna to be,


I thanks u my god Allah alot in different ways,


for every thing.


I still looking for my closser to perfection,


In my dark I look for the light which will lead me to my right way,


Up and down in a curve


My great, my glory in my history will come back again.





My dreams always on my eyes


so I'll reach my goals


how far are they


or how difficult to reach it


but I'll reach them.


What should I do when I'm in the half way…


Remind myself that One day all my dreams will be true


I promised myself, I promised the world


In mid night hour,,, waiting for light


To be all my means true


And it will be caz I never give up. :)


That all what I can say now…





I hope u allah to forgive me


and supply me with the power of eman and


don’t let me alone caz


u


always with me.


Thanks allah



Written by rooma
9:41 am
Friday 14/12/2007